i love you with all my heart but dont know if i'm strong enough to take it all

haih... the title did explain the pain that i feel inside... isnt it??

i went mad when everything is proven.. i'm sad because you dont even turn back to me.. i'm sad to have you in such way..

i hate you but deep inside me.. i still miss all the touch and kisses.. i miss the way you stare at me although i'm shy to look at you during that time... i love you my dear..

i dont know if its too late for me to say i'm sorry if i done anything wrong..
i'm sorry if i've make everything seems difficult for you.. i didnt mean it... all i want is your love.. tenderness.. and care..

even if one day.. we are not together.. i just want you to know that i'll always love you..

p/s: deep inside me.. i want you to look at me.. once more